Monday, September 25, 2006

It hurts

When I can’t do it all.

When I want someone to comfort me, but I have to comfort everyone else instead.

When all I want is quiet and the world just keep moving around me.

When all I want is my husband home.

When my children ask for their Dad, and there is nothing I can do for them.

When I’m alone.

When I can’t ask for help, because I don’t know how.

When I feel like running.

When I cry this hard.

3 comments:

Angel said...

You are not alone. I have been feeling those exact same things, especially in the last few days. I just have to tell myself that this too will pass. It's hard...so hard. I want to be strong, but inside I feel like I'm crumbling. We have to remember our husbands will come home eventually. We will get through it.

If there's anything I can do, please let me know, even if we're just crying to each other. :-) *hugs*

Amy said...

I Love You!!!! You are an amazing women doing all you do! You know I am here for what ever you need - well we will leave that stuff up to Mike when he comes home but anything else I am here for you!!

Heather said...

Just saw your post over at Woulda Shoulda, and WOW! do you have a busy time. Props to you for keeping it together. Times get hard, but you certainly sound like a fighter and survivor!